Andrew would be 27 today. I'm sure he is celebrating. I am. So is Matt. We just returned from Hilton Head Island where we spent a few days enjoying each other's company, sharing some laughs, eating some good food, shopping, and just hanging out near the water. I kept thanking Matt for coming with me this weekend and then he politely told me to stop. He said he too wanted to remember Andrew and celebrate his birthday, that this wasn't just for me. My sweet Matt, so strong, so caring, such a great brother. Often in my grief, I forget that Matt also mourns the loss of Andrew. He rarely gets to express it because he is always trying to keep me going. Thank you for that, Matt.
I was also reminded that there is still so much fun to be had with Matt. What a wonderful man he has become. Though I lost one son, God certainly blessed me with another. I am grateful every single day for Matt and his love. He is smart, talented, self-motivated, and he has a heart that exceeds my imagination. He's also one of the funniest people I know and can get me laughing harder than anyone else.
I'm just about to eat the red velvet cupcake I bought as a toast to Andrew. I still love and miss him every day. Happy Heavenly Birthday, Andrew. Matt and I love you infinity!
